Big news! Your very own Leelahel has just moved to Los Angeles, California after a very, very long wait! That's right — my dream is finally coming true, and I've been too immersed in my thoughts to share the manifestations going on. The changes are riveting, I'm still struggling to keep up with everything that has happened in the past week. I feel new, I feel free and I feel ready to explore whatever the next step is. It would be prudent to take it a step at a time, but it also feels as if everything will topple if I don't gather the right speed.
This week's spread is all about accepting change an stepping out of the comfort zone. Granted, it's much easier said than done, but when you have an idea of where things are going, it's much easier to handle it. Prepare yourselves for circumstances shifting in motion and the promise of new things to come. It was time for things to stir up anyway; things were starting to get stale.
♡ Monday. Page of Swords. Letters, messages and intellectual exchange. There is a great deal of cutting away the past to declare instead what goes on in the present. It's a good way to wrap things up when you're starting out anew.
On this day, I had an appointment to meet with somebody that I have been exchanging messages with for a while. He is a writer in the sense that he published two books, and has several others in process of development. We met for one last time before the jump, and I got a copy of his book with two letters, as well as a personal letter in my journal. It would have been a big surprise to get this card, but since this is written after the fact, the manifestation is clear.
♡ Tuesday. The Fool. Funny! This marks the day of my venture out of Puerto Rico to start anew elsewhere. See, he springs forward without actually looking to where he is going. He is taking a massive risk, but he does so in good cheer because he has all the support that he needs. He trusts himself enough not to care if there will be bumps along the way.
♡ Wednesday. The Hanged Man. A lull in time; pausing to take in the fresh air. When you're faced with so much at the same time, it's possible to feel overwhelmed. It's possible to feel out of it or as if you're not yet ready to take a step forward. It's okay, as long as you stay put somewhere you have enough space for yourself and your thoughts. Give yourself the chance to adapt to a new situation; if you're not ready to act yet, don't push yourself.
♡ Thursday. Five of Coins. Don't take it too fast; remember to ask for help when you need it. Here we find that when you shut people out because you want to go it alone, you might not be ready for all that is coming. Let's just not be extreme; it's okay to ask for a little help now and then, especially when you really need it. There is no need to take too much, though, so don't burden others that are offering to help out. Seek a balnce with your finances; don't spend too much.
♡ Friday. Page of Coins. A chance offer, a gift or a bit of everything that is good. It could be a gift, it could be something coming in through the post, or an opportunity to improve how you approach your career. Whatever it is, take it as a sign and embrace the changes manifesting.
♡ Saturday. King of Cups. The emotional one, the intuitive one. The one who feels with earnest intensity and prioritizes the weight of his heart in every situation. If it doesn't feel right, it won't fly. If it's something that completes him, he will dive without second thought. He is as generous as he is worrisome, and his biggest threat is keeping his feet on the ground when his emotions rip through him.
♡ Sunday. The Tower. The walls are coming down due to circumstances out of our control. It's time to accept and understand that change just happens, and will affect you whether you try to run or not. If it's a problem, don't run away; deal with it. Yes, it's scary. Yes, you're going to be hesitant... but is there really any other way out than through?
♡ What to avoid. Ten of Coins. Come out of your comfort zone. It's okay to come out and play! Make it a point to try something new so that you don't get boxed up in the same fate you always find yourself meeting. If you want change, it's there for the taking but you need to acknowledge the fact that you need to make some changes in order to see it happen. Embrace the wealth you've got, but open up to something new. It'll be worth it.
♡ What to strive for. Death. Inevitable sometimes to find yourself right where you started. This is a great change manifesting that brings with it unexpected results. The truth is you never know what to expect, you don't know what is on the other side or what you're going to get... but when you do get to the other side, you find that you have learned immensely from the experience.
I'm with you every step of the way, and I hope you are too. There are so many things I want to tell you about, but this will have to do for now.